Some days I just want to go to the woods and and live there in peace. I know however that the solitude would kill me because I need to be with people. I often think of that old movie office space and how it relates to my work. It's a struggle every day too. I always think should I go do this today or should I just drive away? When I get there I ask myself sometimes during the day "should I just leave and not come back?
Who's to say that perhaps digging ditches, cutting trees, landscaping construction, any of these things are not better than what I do.
The ridiculous bullshit of the corporate world is killing me and I don't think I can take it anymore. However, I have to pay bills, a mortgage, car payments, food, gas, etc...
I know there's a better opportunity around the corner and I'll jump at the chance to take it. I've been told it's going to get better. However I've been told that for years and years.
Now is the time to make a move to make the move that is right! The money doesn't matter happiness does!
Until that's settled I'll keep grinding it out on my leather ass, on my stupid shit in front of my fucking computer, answering 100 emails and 50 phone calls every fucking day!
It will get better, one way or the other!
I am Bi Polar
- Anonymous
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